written by a Stoned Sober Schizophrenic
Sweat.rolls.nothing.tasted.; bodybag.life is hastened.
Sever ties, its how you face it.
Though no one hears them snap, cuz 'suprise' no one cares
I'm spending another day teething on air.
No queen of the damned, no pardon from safety
Never gave up, never threw up, never wasted
Then why is the echo of my pulse such a train wreck?
And sentenced to heave as its chambers are bruising
Swollen muscle against muscle, combustion amuses me
Step away quickly trip over myself
Trip over the edge,
bring on hell.
"Thou.."
Know better than a black hooded priest
Fuck charades, give yourself away
Bust and tarnish precious china, break
Begging for mercy since you scratched upon the surface
Of sin, of esctasy, of everything lethal
But chose to deny for fear of offending
The assholes in the sky who rain down the goods
Then outlaw the meal just prior to partaking
On unchartered waters the sailor dies calloused,
Face down finally, gone to the birds
Sorrow's karma floods the house and the coffin
Fuck knows where your now floating amongst us
Never heard a tune so bittersweet
Funeral march of a priest
>FUCK WITH HIM.<
Fuck this shit, I don't begin, To comprehend.
So satan begs, fuck with him.
Contort his image steal his vice
He's the death of jesus christ
Blead, disembodied, with a glowing ideal
Kid'll never believe it for the hole in his chest
Suicide's martyer was never so cliche
Born still fighting, he'd bust out some day
Come to the grave see the stoney faces of friends lost,
Love lost, life is wasted
Reality is cruel, materialistic whore
The sources of greed, lust, equity and war
Pain is best scallpeled, than felt as a whole
But he's crouched here, alone, feeling the force
Closing the curtain, pulling the cord
"Fear kills feeling" Etched upon his grave
"Nothing I tasted, nothing I gained."
"Untitled"
I'm only biding, biding time
Soon this existance won't be worth the life,
The wasted liver, the bitter taste
The strife, the love, the scars retraced
I positioned my limbs in proper disgrace, as my family cried in agony
Then bled inside my mouth knowing I might one day greet all, again
I've used, abused, and been amused
At everything I've been
I've slashed apart my plastic bubble, and torn my paper skin
Released into society, identified only, as a plague you'll never comprehend
Fellow maggots, Lets submitIt won't hurt too bad in my intoxicated blissLike a seed imparted from its fruit,
I'm alone.
So on this night I'll take this cup upon my lips
And savor this ripened wine.
I've lived the life and lost the war
Gabriel is probably staring now, in angry horror
As my vitals are fading, my bowels spill out
The stench is overwhelming in this shit, well,
Now maybe my children will know what I'm all about.
"Another Untitled"It's seething, and clashing, and boiling, I'm bleeding.
I'm begging to god let my hope not be in vain.
Pleading with the little men to listen for once.
Another grain, another cut.
The(y) answer:
Why it's one less vein to spear, as you bore!
After all, who leave nerves unsevered, you fool!
You can't bear the pressure all over again.
Since the last time you ignored us, hell you're still mending.
You're unstable, worthless; Inhumane and heartless.
Give it up, fall to the dust and save a poor man a coffin.
No good, motherfuckin, piece of shit,
No one.
Me:
Thank you dear friend,
If I'm not mistaken, you [once] gave a shit?
We're falling apart here piece by piece.
I used to exist, I actually achieved.
Sitting at the pit of a candyland stand, you wouldn't believe.
Vomit runs down my chest, flies feast on the flesh.
Hollow out the carcess of a stillborn man,
All but lost in confusion.
Replie(s):
Muuuuaahhhh! Look at the man twitch!
There's a fly in your ear. Oh shit, my bad.
Just a hitch. You're caught in our tow and it turns you purple.
Oh you wish it was blue, How-ow you wish it was blue!
Be free from the misery/shame inflicted upon you.
Ro-ock in circles all the day long,
Split second blink, catch a glimpse of your nightmare to come.
Me:
I'm so-o distorted! So fucking distorted!
Look at myself in the mirror, a contortionist!
I'll say this now, I'll say this forever,
I'd bleed til I'm white if I knew about forever.
Games, games. Da-ancing in the flames.
Of my lighter. OoO the pretty lighter.
Smoke until I'm gray, I'll fade with the ashes.
Oh boy now I get to be a *black* boy!
Under the boot of an angry bystander, I'm one with the dirt.
Little Me-en:
This is amusing dear but you've gone too far.
Me:
*sung in the fashion of 4 Walls* The Thoughts From My Mind Have One Question,
Whe-
Voice of god:
*headbang*
oops, wrong one
*BANG*
Now shut the fuck up.
