Sunday, 1 January 2012

Psychotic Poetry

written by a Stoned Sober Schizophrenic

Sweat.rolls.nothing.tasted.; bodybag.life is hastened.
Sever ties, its how you face it.
Though no one hears them snap, cuz 'suprise' no one cares
I'm spending another day teething on air.

No queen of the damned, no pardon from safety
Never gave up, never threw up, never wasted
Then why is the echo of my pulse such a train wreck?
And sentenced to heave as its chambers are bruising
Swollen muscle against muscle, combustion amuses me

Step away quickly trip over myself
Trip over the edge,
bring on hell.

"Thou.."

Know better than a black hooded priest
Fuck charades, give yourself away
Bust and tarnish precious china, break
Begging for mercy since you scratched upon the surface
Of sin, of esctasy, of everything lethal
But chose to deny for fear of offending
The assholes in the sky who rain down the goods
Then outlaw the meal just prior to partaking
On unchartered waters the sailor dies calloused,
Face down finally, gone to the birds
Sorrow's karma floods the house and the coffin
Fuck knows where your now floating amongst us
Never heard a tune so bittersweet
Funeral march of a priest

>FUCK WITH HIM.<

Fuck this shit, I don't begin, To comprehend.
So satan begs, fuck with him.
Contort his image steal his vice
He's the death of jesus christ
Blead, disembodied, with a glowing ideal
Kid'll never believe it for the hole in his chest
Suicide's martyer was never so cliche
Born still fighting, he'd bust out some day
Come to the grave see the stoney faces of friends lost,
Love lost, life is wasted
Reality is cruel, materialistic whore
The sources of greed, lust, equity and war
Pain is best scallpeled, than felt as a whole
But he's crouched here, alone, feeling the force
Closing the curtain, pulling the cord
"Fear kills feeling" Etched upon his grave
"Nothing I tasted, nothing I gained."


"Untitled"

I'm only biding, biding time
Soon this existance won't be worth the life,
The wasted liver, the bitter taste
The strife, the love, the scars retraced
I positioned my limbs in proper disgrace, as my family cried in agony
Then bled inside my mouth knowing I might one day greet all, again
I've used, abused, and been amused
At everything I've been
I've slashed apart my plastic bubble, and torn my paper skin
Released into society, identified only, as a plague you'll never comprehend

Fellow maggots, Lets submitIt won't hurt too bad in my intoxicated blissLike a seed imparted from its fruit,
I'm alone.
So on this night I'll take this cup upon my lips
And savor this ripened wine.

I've lived the life and lost the war
Gabriel is probably staring now, in angry horror
As my vitals are fading, my bowels spill out
The stench is overwhelming in this shit, well,
Now maybe my children will know what I'm all about.




"Another Untitled"It's seething, and clashing, and boiling, I'm bleeding.
I'm begging to god let my hope not be in vain.
Pleading with the little men to listen for once.
Another grain, another cut.

The(y) answer:

Why it's one less vein to spear, as you bore!
After all, who leave nerves unsevered, you fool!
You can't bear the pressure all over again.
Since the last time you ignored us, hell you're still mending.
You're unstable, worthless; Inhumane and heartless.
Give it up, fall to the dust and save a poor man a coffin.
No good, motherfuckin, piece of shit,
No one.
Me:

Thank you dear friend,
If I'm not mistaken, you [once] gave a shit?
We're falling apart here piece by piece.

I used to exist, I actually achieved.
Sitting at the pit of a candyland stand, you wouldn't believe.
Vomit runs down my chest, flies feast on the flesh.
Hollow out the carcess of a stillborn man,
All but lost in confusion.

Replie(s):

Muuuuaahhhh! Look at the man twitch!
There's a fly in your ear. Oh shit, my bad.
Just a hitch. You're caught in our tow and it turns you purple.
Oh you wish it was blue, How-ow you wish it was blue!
Be free from the misery/shame inflicted upon you.
Ro-ock in circles all the day long,
Split second blink, catch a glimpse of your nightmare to come.
Me:

I'm so-o distorted! So fucking distorted!
Look at myself in the mirror, a contortionist!
I'll say this now, I'll say this forever,
I'd bleed til I'm white if I knew about forever.

Games, games. Da-ancing in the flames.
Of my lighter. OoO the pretty lighter.
Smoke until I'm gray, I'll fade with the ashes.
Oh boy now I get to be a *black* boy!
Under the boot of an angry bystander, I'm one with the dirt.

Little Me-en:

This is amusing dear but you've gone too far.
Me:

*sung in the fashion of 4 Walls* The Thoughts From My Mind Have One Question,
Whe-

Voice of god:

*headbang*
oops, wrong one
*BANG*
Now shut the fuck up.
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Monday, 26 December 2011

Timezone SSF4: AE Competition Dec. 16 2011

!@#$ rigged by Mr. Andy Wong who used to work at Timezone. He puts the all good ones in one pool and puts himself and the rest in other pool WTF. Schedule was inconsistent that's why only a few joined. Andi (zosla), Kevin, who are the top players in NZ, are the only ones noticable . They've put us in one pool. Anyways  I got 6th place out of 10 not bad considering it's free but rigged. Very close match against Andi's Akuma and Kevin's T-Hawk. The difference is just pixels and I felt quite good  jeez those guys have more than 5 years of experience.
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Jacob's Signature Macrotactics

This guide is to sort out your mind when dealing with different types of movesets that your opponenents does so that its easier for you to adapt, change style and basically to avoid getting totally out of control and mind getting mindfucked. This guide is for tournament level players and assumes you have mastered the main character you chosed and the whole game itself. Timing, distance, zoning, frame datas, hitboxes, hurtboxes, shinanigans, mixups, blocking, combos, AA, invincibilities extras(eg like focus and parry), meter management, shortcuts, option selects  etc .etc well those are the common ones in many fighting games and I call them as  part of microtactics. The purpose of this guide is to maximize efficiency, winning rate, make you unreadable and unpredictable in the simplest way of thinking  possible hence it would be easier for you to adapt, change style as you predict your opponent. It's a pseudo science that groups the movesets of your opponent based on your first observations of  his/her moves (eg round 1). Just like in psychiatry and psychology which groups your negative/positive thoughts logically then they give you a bloody diagnosis and medicine, of course some symptoms overlap, same principle applies therefore it's very important for you to observe your opponent before your match.  It is possible to mixup the tactics that I'm gonna mention in this guide depending of your situation(eg life bar, time). The fundamental theory of this guide is like rock, paper scissors but those "rock" ,"paper", and "scissors" are the logical movesets/tactics that you change depending on what you think other the other player is thinking well not just change but also combine with other movesets that I'm gonna mention. Well of course there arent' just 3 variations of movesets just like rock paper and scissors, there are more than 8 that I'm gonna mention and  those 8 certain movesets, it is possible to be combined with one another. Theoretically this movesets beat one another by combining up to 2 movesets probabilility of winning would be higher. 75 % winning rate on the game against other players means you have mastered the game itself alone pretty much your one of the best in the game. This guide can boost it up to 87.5% which is tournament level. The nature of the human brain is repetitive ones they have established certain moves that your opponent thinks work against you hence to combat this, you have to change your movesets but the way we do it here make you unpredictable because we have grouped together the moves you do therefore mind reading will still work against you will still work but mathematically inefficient since he's reading each move you do, not the way we have grouped the moves, as a result later on he would get mindfucked as each round progresses. Keep in mind though that some brains are really out off phase as yours, based on my 4 years exp, I noticed that most left handed/ extraverted types are completely out of phase to that of mine, therefore mind reading them is completely useless. To  outsmart them I bait their distances they go in, as they make they're about to make their moves and punish their active frames which I'm going to explain in depth later on.  So it doesn't matter if you won like with below 10% of health what matters is your mindset is correct every round to maximize the effect.   When it comes to high level tournaments, it's basically battle of the brains since both has mastered the game thats why I invented this. However I warn you guys this guide is IQ DEMANDING, I'd recommend atleast a 120, 140 is ideal because If you cant' handle all these things in your brain all at the same time, you might end up like a vegetable in your match, remenber if its too much for your brain everthing you think backfires at you. If that happens keep in mind "efficiency" start a new, refresh, keep it simple then the next round apply the pseudo science assuming you have won your first round. Practice makes perfect.
To shortcut all the things Iv'e said here' s a quote

In the beginner's mind there are many possibilities. In an expert's mind there are a few.
                                                                                       Shunryu Suzuki
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Tuesday, 18 October 2011


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Saturday, 8 October 2011


Le Psychiatre
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Sunday, 18 September 2011

DSM GroupExamples
Disorders usually first diagnosed in infancy, childhood or adolescence. *Disorders such as ADHD and epilepsy have also been referred to as developmental disorders and developmental disabilities.Mental retardation, ADHD
Delirium, dementia, and amnesia and other cognitive disordersAlzheimer's disease
Mental disorders due to a general medical conditionAIDS-related psychosis
Substance-related disordersAlcohol abuse
Schizophrenia and other psychotic disordersDelusional disorder
Mood disordersMajor depressive disorder, Bipolar disorder
Anxiety disordersGeneral anxiety disorder
Somatoform disordersSomatization disorder
Factitious disordersMünchausen syndrome
Dissociative disordersDissociative identity disorder
Sexual and gender identity disordersDyspareunia, Gender identity disorder
Eating disordersAnorexia nervosa, Bulimia nervosa
Sleep disordersInsomnia
Impulse control disorders not elsewhere classifiedKleptomania
Adjustment disordersAdjustment disorder
Personality disordersNarcissistic personality disorder
Other conditions that may be a focus of clinical attentionTardive dyskinesia, Child abuse

DSM-IV Codes

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Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, 4th Edition, Text Revision, also known as DSM-IV-TR, is a manual published by the American Psychiatric Association (APA) that includes all currently recognized mental health disorders. The coding system utilized by the DSM-IV is designed to correspond with codes from the International Classification of Diseases, commonly referred to as the ICD. Since early versions of the DSM did not correlate with ICD codes and updates of the publications for the ICD and the DSM are not simultaneous, some distinctions in the coding systems may still be present. For this reason, it is recommended that users of these manuals consult the appropriate reference when accessing diagnostic codes.
To see these codes listed alphabetically, rather than by category, click here.
  • NOS = Not Otherwise Specified.

Contents

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[edit] Disorders usually first diagnosed in infancy, childhood, or adolescence

[edit] Mental Retardation

  • 317 Mild mental retardation
  • 318.0 Moderate mental retardation
  • 318.1 Severe mental retardation
  • 318.2 Profound mental retardation
  • 319 Mental retardation, severity unspecified

[edit] Learning disorders

[edit] Motor skills disorders

[edit] Communication disorders

[edit] Pervasive developmental disorders

[edit] Attention-deficit and disruptive behavior disorders

[edit] Feeding and eating disorders of infancy or early childhood

  • 307.52 Pica
  • 307.59 Feeding disorder of infancy or early childhood

[edit] Tic disorders

[edit] Elimination disorders

  • Encopresis
    • 787.6 Encopresis, with constipation and overflow incontinence
    • 307.7 Encopresis, without constipation and overflow incontinence
  • 307.6 Enuresis (not due to a general medical condition)

[edit] Other disorders of infancy, childhood, or adolescence

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[edit] Delirium, dementia, and amnestic and other cognitive disorders

[edit] Delirium

  • 293.0 Delirium due to... [indicate the general medical condition]
  • 780.09 Delirium NOS

[edit] Dementia

[edit] Amnestic disorders

  • 294.0 Amnestic disorder due to... [indicate the general medical condition]
  • 294.8 Amnestic disorder NOS

[edit] Other cognitive disorders

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[edit] Mental disorders due to a general medical condition not elsewhere classified

  • 293.89 Catatonic disorder due to... [indicate the general medical condition]
  • 310.1 Personality change due to... [indicate the general medical condition]
    • (Subtypes: Labile, Disinhibited, Aggressive, Apathetic, Paranoid, Other, Combined, Unspecified)
  • 293.9 Mental disorder NOS due to... [indicate the general medical condition]
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[edit] Substance-related disorders

[edit] Alcohol-related disorders

[edit] Amphetamine (or amphetamine-like) related disorders

  • Amphetamine (or amphetamine-like)
    • 305.70 Abuse
    • 304.40 Dependence
    • 292.89 -Induced anxiety disorder
    • 292.84 -Induced mood disorder
    • 292.11 -Induced psychotic disorder, with delusions
    • 292.12 -Induced psychotic disorder, with hallucinations
    • 292.89 -Induced sexual dysfunction
    • 292.89 -Induced sleep disorder
    • 292.89 Intoxication
    • 292.81 Intoxication delirium
    • 292.9 -Related disorder NOS (includes Amphetamine Withdrawal Psychosis)
    • 292.0 Withdrawal

[edit] Caffeine-related disorders

  • Caffeine
    • 292.89 -Induced anxiety disorder
    • 292.89 -Induced sleep disorder
    • 305.90 Intoxication
    • 292.9 -Related disorder NOS

[edit] Cannabis-related disorders

  • Cannabis
    • 305.20 Abuse
    • 304.30 Dependence
    • 292.89 -Induced anxiety disorder
    • 292.11 -Induced psychotic disorder, with delusions
    • 292.12 -Induced psychotic disorder, with hallucinations
    • 292.89 Intoxication
    • 292.81 Intoxication delirium
    • 292.9 -Related disorder NOS

[edit] Cocaine-related disorders

  • Cocaine
    • 305.60 Abuse
    • 304.20 Dependence
    • 292.89 -Induced anxiety disorder
    • 292.84 -Induced mood disorder
    • 292.11 -Induced psychotic disorder, with delusions
    • 292.12 -Induced psychotic disorder, with hallucinations
    • 292.89 -Induced sexual dysfunction
    • 292.89 -Induced sleep disorder
    • 292.89 Intoxication
    • 292.81 Intoxication delirium
    • 292.9 -Related disorder NOS
    • 292.0 Withdrawal

[edit] Hallucinogen-related disorders

[edit] Inhalant-related disorders

  • Inhalant
    • 305.90 Abuse
    • 304.60 Dependence
    • 292.89 -Induced anxiety disorder
    • 292.84 -Induced mood disorder
    • 292.82 -Induced persisting dementia
    • 292.11 -Induced psychotic disorder, with delusions
    • 292.12 -Induced psychotic disorder, with hallucinations
    • 292.89 Intoxication
    • 292.81 Intoxication delirium
    • 292.9 -Related disorder NOS

[edit] Nicotine-related disorders

  • Nicotine
    • 305.1 Dependence
    • 292.9 -Related disorder NOS
    • 292.0 Withdrawal

[edit] Opioid-related disorders

  • Opioid
    • 305.50 Abuse
    • 304.00 Dependence
    • 292.84 -Induced mood disorder
    • 292.11 -Induced psychotic disorder, with delusions
    • 292.12 -Induced psychotic disorder, with hallucinations
    • 292.89 -Induced sexual dysfunction
    • 292.89 -Induced sleep disorder
    • 292.89 Intoxication
    • 292.81 Intoxication delirium
    • 292.9 -Related disorder NOS
    • 292.0 Withdrawal

[edit] Phencyclidine (or phencyclidine-like) related disorders

  • Phencyclidine (or phencyclidine-like)
    • 305.90 Abuse
    • 304.90 Dependence
    • 292.89 -Induced anxiety disorder
    • 292.84 -Induced mood disorder
    • 292.11 -Induced psychotic disorder, with delusions
    • 292.12 -Induced psychotic disorder, with hallucinations
    • 292.89 Intoxication
    • 292.81 Intoxication delirium
    • 292.9 -Related disorder NOS

[edit] Sedative-, hypnotic-, or anxiolytic-related disorders

  • Sedative, hypnotic, or anxiolytic
    • 305.40 Abuse
    • 304.10 Dependence
    • 292.89 -Induced anxiety disorder
    • 292.84 -Induced mood disorder
    • 292.83 -Induced persisting amnestic disorder
    • 292.82 -Induced persisting dementia
    • 292.11 -Induced psychotic disorder, with delusions
    • 292.12 -Induced psychotic disorder, with hallucinations
    • 292.89 -Induced sexual dysfunction
    • 292.89 -Induced sleep disorder
    • 292.89 Intoxication
    • 292.81 Intoxication delirium
    • 292.9 -Related disorder NOS
    • 292.0 Withdrawal
    • 292.81 Withdrawal delirium

[edit] Polysubstance-related disorder

[edit] Other (or unknown) substance-related disorder

  • Other (or unknown) substance
    • 305.90 Abuse
    • 304.90 Dependence
    • 292.89 -Induced anxiety disorder
    • 292.81 -Induced delirium
    • 292.84 -Induced mood disorder
    • 292.83 -Induced persisting amnestic disorder
    • 292.82 -Induced persisting dementia
    • 292.11 -Induced psychotic disorder, with delusions
    • 292.12 -Induced psychotic disorder, with hallucinations
    • 292.89 -Induced sexual dysfunction
    • 292.89 -Induced sleep disorder
    • 292.89 Intoxication
    • 292.9 -Related disorder NOS
    • 292.0 Withdrawal
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[edit] Schizophrenia and other psychotic disorders

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[edit] Mood disorders

[edit] Depressive disorders

  • 300.4 Dysthymic disorder
  • Major depressive disorder
    • Major depressive disorder, recurrent
      • 296.36 In full remission
      • 296.35 In partial remission
      • 296.31 Mild
      • 296.32 Moderate
      • 296.33 Severe without psychotic features
      • 296.34 Severe with psychotic features
      • 296.30 Unspecified
    • Major depressive disorder, single episode
      • 296.26 In full remission
      • 296.25 In partial remission
      • 296.21 Mild
      • 296.22 Moderate
      • 296.23 Severe without psychotic features
      • 296.24 Severe with psychotic features
      • 296.20 Unspecified
  • 311 Depressive disorder NOS

[edit] Bipolar disorders

  • Bipolar disorders
    • 296.80 Bipolar disorder NOS
    • Bipolar I disorder, most recent episode depressed
      • 296.56 In full remission
      • 296.55 In partial remission
      • 296.51 Mild
      • 296.52 Moderate
      • 296.53 Severe without psychotic features
      • 296.54 Severe with psychotic features
      • 296.50 Unspecified
    • 296.40 Bipolar I disorder, most recent episode hypomanic
    • Bipolar I disorder, most recent episode manic
      • 296.46 In full remission
      • 296.45 In partial remission
      • 296.41 Mild
      • 296.42 Moderate
      • 296.43 Severe without psychotic features
      • 296.44 Severe with psychotic features
      • 296.40 Unspecified
    • Bipolar I disorder, most recent episode mixed
      • 296.66 In full remission
      • 296.65 In partial remission
      • 296.61 Mild
      • 296.62 Moderate
      • 296.63 Severe without psychotic features
      • 296.64 Severe with psychotic features
      • 296.60 Unspecified
    • 296.7 Bipolar I disorder, most recent episode unspecified
    • Bipolar I disorder, single manic episode
      • 296.06 In full remission
      • 296.05 In partial remission
      • 296.01 Mild
      • 296.02 Moderate
      • 296.03 Severe without psychotic features
      • 296.04 Severe with psychotic features
      • 296.00 Unspecified
    • 296.89 Bipolar II disorder
  • 301.13 Cyclothymic disorder
  • Mood disorder
    • 293.83 Mood disorder due to... [indicate the general medical condition]
    • 296.90 Mood disorder NOS
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[edit] Anxiety disorders

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[edit] Somatoform disorders

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[edit] Factitious disorders

  • Factitious disorder
    • 300.19 With combined psychological and physical signs and symptoms
    • 300.19 With predominantly physical signs and symptoms
    • 300.16 With predominantly psychological signs and symptoms
    • 300.19 Factitious disorder NOS
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[edit] Dissociative disorders

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[edit] Sexual and gender identity disorders

[edit] Sexual dysfunctions

  • 625.8 Female hypoactive sexual desire disorder due to... [indicate the general medical condition]
  • 608.89 Male hypoactive sexual desire disorder due to... [indicate the general medical condition]
  • 302.71 Hypoactive sexual desire disorder
  • 302.79 Sexual aversion disorder
  • 302.72 Female sexual arousal disorder
  • 302.72 Male erectile disorder
  • 607.84 Male erectile disorder due to... [indicate the general medical condition]
  • 302.73 Female orgasmic disorder
  • 302.74 Male orgasmic disorder
  • 302.75 Premature ejaculation
  • 302.76 Dyspareunia (not due to a general medical condition)
  • 625.0 Female dyspareunia due to... [indicate the general medical condition]
  • 608.89 Male dyspareunia due to... [indicate the general medical condition]
  • 306.51 Vaginismus (not due to a general medical condition)
  • 625.8 Other female sexual dysfunction due to... [indicate the general medical condition]
  • 608.89 Other male sexual dysfunction due to... [indicate the general medical condition]
  • Sexual Abuse
    • V61.1 Sexual abuse of adult
    • 995.81 Sexual abuse of adult (if focus of attention is on victim)
    • V61.21 Sexual abuse of child
    • 995.5 Sexual abuse of child (if focus of attention is on victim)
  • 302.9 Sexual disorder NOS
  • 302.70 Sexual dysfunction NOS

[edit] Paraphilias

See also: List of paraphilias

[edit] Gender identity disorders

[edit] Eating disorders

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[edit] Sleep disorders

[edit] Primary sleep disorders

[edit] Parasomnias

[edit] Other sleep disorders

  • Sleep disorder
    • Sleep disorder due to... [indicate the general medical condition]
    • 780.54 Hypersomnia type
    • 780.52 Insomnia type
    • 780.59 Mixed type
    • 780.59 Parasomnia type
  • 307.42 Insomnia related to... [indicate the Axis I or Axis II disorder]
  • 307.44 Hypersomnia related to... [indicate the Axis I or Axis II disorder]
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[edit] Adjustment disorders

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[edit] Personality disorders (Axis II)

Cluster A (odd or eccentric)
Cluster B (dramatic, emotional, or erratic)
Cluster C (anxious or fearful)
NOS
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[edit] Additional codes

  • V62.3 Academic problem
  • V62.4 Acculturation problem
  • 995.2 Adverse effects of medication NOS
  • 780.9 Age-related cognitive decline
  • Antisocial behavior
    • V71.01 Adult antisocial behavior
    • V71.02 Child or adolescent antisocial behavior
  • V62.82 Bereavement
  • V62.89 Borderline intellectual functioning
  • 313.82 Identity problem
  • Medication-induced
  • Movement disorder
  • Neglect of child
    • V61.21 Neglect of child
    • 995.5 Neglect of child (if focus of attention is on victim)
  • Neuroleptic-induced
  • V71.09 No diagnosis on Axis II
  • V71.09 No diagnosis or condition on Axis I
  • V15.81 Noncompliance with treatment
  • V62.2 Occupational problem
  • V61.20 Parent-child relational problem
  • V61.1 Partner relational problem
  • V62.89 Phase of life problem
  • Physical abuse
    • V61.1 Physical abuse of adult
    • 995.81 Physical abuse of adult (if focus of attention is on victim)
    • V61.21 Physical abuse of child
    • 995.5 Physical abuse of child (if focus of attention is on victim)
  • 316 Psychological factors affecting medical condition
  • Relational problem
    • V62.81 Relational problem NOS
    • V61.9 Relational problem related to a mental disorder or general medical condition
  • V62.89 Religious or spiritual problem
  • V61.8 Sibling relational problem
  • 300.9 Unspecified mental disorder (nonpsychotic)
  • 799.9 Diagnosis deferred on Axis II
  • 799.9 Diagnosis or condition deferred on Axis I
  • V65.2 Malingering
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Currently playing SSF4:AE competitively if anyone wants to play casuals add me in Xbox Live or go to TimeZone in Queen Street. I'm always there every weekends. Also Black Ops, Gears of Wars 3 coming out this week 20th of Sept.
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